Uncontrollable feelings and uncontrollable feelings

You are special to me.I want to be special to you, too.But that is beyond my control.

For example, someone might say to me,"I want you to think of me as someone special."But feelings cannot be changed so easily.

The only certain thing isthat in spite of all this,you are special to me.

Even if I tried to stop,it is already beyond my control.