How to deal with him

Back then, I used to thinkI didn't want to cause trouble for anyone.

That thought was a supporter encouraging me,and an interrogator blaming me for my weakness.

Precisely because he was within me,he was troublesome--no deception worked on him.

Do you also have days when you think that way?

You don't need to listen to such an illusion.Because we can cause trouble and have it caused to us,we can somehow get by.