Real and fake

I am outgoing, friendly to everyone,helping those in need, and proactive at work.

So others say I am wonderful.

But it is not like that.I am just good at acting.

I am introverted and shy,wanting to see no one, hating hassle,and running on low energy.

I just want to stay home alone and read.

I am a pretender.

So when I meet the real them,I think they are truly wonderful.